My way of thinking

Assalamualaikum (to my Muslim friends) and good day.

We (me and my classmates) went to Broga Hill last Sunday and now my body is all aching.

I would love to share the experience with all of you, however I have another topic to discuss. Hehe, "discuss". 

Today we had a class on performance and motivation. I do not know how it lead to another but at the end we had to do our SWOT analysis. Next everyone had to share their strengths, weaknesses, opportunities and threats with the whole class. So, in the process I thought about a threat of mine, others tend to dislike me at first even before they knew me. I am not exaggerating, I tell you.

Through out my life I have been blessed wit h great family members and fantastic friends, lots of them. But many times other people tend to dislike me at the beginning before we become good friends. Some of them ended up disliking me until the end too.... 

I went around asking my friends about their first impressions about me and most of them say that I am annoying due to my blunt speech. They claim that I speak more than needed in class and showing off. But the real thing is, firstly I feel pity to the teachers/ lecturers when no one answers  their questions. Secondly, if any lecturer propose any idea that I do not agree upon, I really want to ask and argue more because I want to figure why my thinking is/was not similar to their's. I have my own thinking and perhaps I am in the wrong side. So, I would love if they can enlighten me about their understanding on a particular subject.

Apparently,my fellow classmates dislike that in the first place and there is nothing I can do about it.

However, perhaps the problem really lies with me after all. I do not know, what say you?